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If Mama Ain't Happy

by Tina deVaron

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    11 Songs about motherhood. Beautifully recorded and produced.

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Stop the Mail © Tina deVaron I want the mail to stop coming I want the phone not to ring And I wanna stop eating everything I want the road to stop moving under my feet I’m losing the breath inside of me I wanna get off this landslide Before it mows us all down This is no way to raise my children And it all goes through my hands I am the entrance and the exit ramp Yeah it all goes through my hands Well I can’t move my family To a cave in the hills And live at the mercy Of the rain and the wind And I can’t build a shanty At the end of our street And live on the garbage The neighbors leave And it all goes through my hands I am the entrance and the exit ramp Yeah I said it all goes through my hands I am the middle of the hourglass I’m gonna just let the phone ring I not gonna call back I’m gonna read my kids a story This time I’m gonna stay awake This time I’m gonna stay awake...
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Voice in the Dark © Tina deVaron, Pilley There’s a Voice in the Dark in the next room There’s a Voice in the Dark in the next room, pulling me Voice in the Dark in the next room Voice in the Dark in the next room, connecting me I wake up the moment he cries Almost like I hear him open his eyes Feet hit the floor and I fly in there Only thing slowin’ me down is the air Between me and the child in the next room The voice in the next room There’s a thread between us no one sees Thread between us no one sees, strong as life There’s a thread between us no one sees A thread between us no one sees, in the night He knows he can get whatever he needs All he’s gotta do is call for me Coal black eyes look up into mine Seems for a moment we’ve cheated time In the dark in the next room In the dark in the next room (Breakdown ... ) Voice in the Dark — in the room, in the room In the next room... Coal black eyes look up into mine Seems for a moment we’ve cheated time In the dark in the next room... There’s a Voice in the Dark...
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I Still Breathe © Tina deVaron When did I stop moving? Was it the day I pushed the first one out? And when did I stop running away? Maybe when I started shadowing someone else Just to make sure he didn’t roll off the bed Fall on the floor — knock himself on the head And I know I’m not the only one Who wakes up in the morning and notices The old restlessness is gone I Still Breathe But I am the house they come home to I still cry But I am their port in the storm And I still bleed But I am the arms they run to The place they lay their heads That’s safe and warm That’s safe and warm The object of desire Is a grownup girl who’s never given birth But now I am the object Of every other feeling on this earth Still to them I must be steady as a rock Or a lighthouse with a beacon that never shuts off I Still Breathe But I am the house they come home to I still cry But I am their port in the storm And I still bleed But I am the arms they run to The place they lay their heads That’s safe and warm That’s safe and warm I’m not made of granite Flesh and blood is what you see But when they have a tantrum They pound their fists on me I Still Breathe But I am the house they come home to I still cry But I am their port in the storm And I still bleed But I am the arms they run to The place they lay their heads That’s safe and warm That’s safe and warm
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Gravity 05:07
Gravity © Tina deVaron I was thin back then I had only one chin Back then I was so thin — no gut to suck in Smooth and tight, muscle and skin Now I look in the mirror and it all sinks in Gravity, Gravity, There’s a whole lot more on this chair than there ever used to be Gravity, Gravity, Gravity Not much from side to side I had nothing to hide Just right from the profile side You shoulda seen how high I could ride Nothing to hide — never wide Until it all began to slide Gravity, Gravity There’s a bunch of stuff been goin’ down since I was 23... I’m not lettin’ it slow me down Just because more of me hangs a little closer to the ground Gravity, Gravity, Gravity Gravity... I wore black tonight so you can’t tell if it’s me or... You know the part that really gets to me is These days ladies, when I cough I pee Must be Gravity, Gravity, Gravity...

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Songs about motherhood, the early years.

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released June 1, 1998

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